Andrew Grey - Farm 01 - Love Means...No Shame by Andrew Grey

Author:Andrew Grey [Grey, Andrew]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

“WHEN is Raine coming again?” Eli and Twilight trotted up from

behind him, easily falling into step with Geoff and Kirk. “He should be here in a few days.” Geoff watched as Eli chewed his lip, a clear indication that something was bothering him. “What is it?”

“Did you and Raine ever… did you love him?” Eli looked so cute, biting his lower lip gently, eyes holding just a touch of fear. Not that Geoff wanted Eli to be afraid or insecure, but it told him how much he meant to his lover.

Geoff shook his head. “No, Raine and I are friends. We were never lovers.” Now it was Geoff’s turn to be nervous. He’d never talked to Eli about his days carousing in Chicago, and he didn’t know how Eli was going to react. “I had many men when I lived in Chicago, but not Raine.”

Eli looked confused. “What do you mean you had many men? You had sex with many men?” Geoff nodded slowly. “Did you love these men?”

“No, it was just sex.”

Eli reined in his horse. “Has it been just sex with me too?” The hurt look on his face nearly broke Geoff’s heart, and he could feel a twist in his stomach. How could he explain the shallow, empty sex life he’d had prior to meeting Eli? How could he make him understand that he wasn’t some sort of prowling pervert? Eli’s own words came back to him: “Just speak plain.”

Geoff stopped as well, turning to walk Kirk back to where Eli sat, looking heartbroken. “No, it has never been just sex with you. My life in Chicago was very different. I spent a lot of my time looking for sex in bars or clubs. I spent a lot of my nights in bed with strangers. It was lonely, and the sex was hollow and unfulfilling. It took me awhile to realize just how shallow my life had become. I had no idea how wonderful sex could be until I met and fell in love with you.” Geoff reached across to touch Eli’s leg. “With them it was just sex; with you it’s making love—very different, very different indeed. And I wouldn’t go back to what I had then for anything in the world.” Geoff leaned across the gap between them. “I love you, and I’m sorry if my past hurts you. Looking back, I’d change it if I could, but I can’t. The one thing I do know is that it’s made me appreciate how wonderful it is with you; and it is wonderful, special, and thrilling.”

“You mean it?” Eli seemed relieved, and yet it must have seemed too good to be true. “You wouldn’t just say that to me?” “Of course I mean it.” Eli’s head moved forward just a little, those sweet lips touching his. Geoff wanted to pull him close, kiss him hard. Make love to him right there in the middle of the pasture, show him just how much he meant to him,

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